well, well, well....

so much has happened since i last blogged. things w/ "=)" were great for awhile. until i realized i'm sooo not over josh &i moved way too fast with him. don't get me wrong, i didn't effing play the guy, gabyG doesn't roll like thatttt! the feelings were there for both of us, but they were jst "premature" i guess you could say. we both jst got out of our longesttt relationships, so it was way too soon to start a relationship between us. but yeahh, for those who don't know, i shall introduce "=)" to y'all, cause i won't jst kick him outta my life, so you should know about himmm.

=)...
chris faderan
22yrs old/senior at UCSB
asian-american/arts major
bellflower, ca

mhm! there's my new friend :) lol


on the other handddd, joshua andrew masmela sure is NOT a stranger to my life. &i'm seriously sooo happy he came back to mine. this time around, it's different. but a good different. FRESH :) this past weekend was a longgg weekend for memorial day &i spent every single day with him &i loved itttt!

-burbank w/ danny, karissa, josh, louisa, &steph
-all of us back to josh's for movie night - on the other line
-everyone left around 1130. stayed &caught up with josh till 2am
-costco &post office with my papa
-surprise date planned by josh.whaa<3
-movies - terminator
-KOREAN BBQ<3333
-YOGURTLAND<333333
-griffith park observatory for the view: FAILED, due to an overload of guests. rescheduled :)
-masmela house for movie night - nights in rodanthe
-sleepover at my house<3
-joshieee left at 10am ;/
-seafood city w/ the fam!
-nr mall with my mama, weee x)
-surprise visit by joshua<3 (pistachio ice cream included) :D
-RESEDA POINT, awww<3
-seeing him downstairs in my living room at 650am cause he knew i was heading back to sb earlyyy in the morning.

this guy will NEVER EVER be out of my life. mark my words on that.

our love is jst too stronggggg....