i feel ...

like i jst let go of one of the things that meant the most to me in life, but i really think i did the right thing. believe me when i say NO ONE knows what i'm feeling right now. the memories, struggles, hardships we went through together. it's been one heck of an experience, but there came that point where i knew i had to let go. obviously something is wrong if i start to question myself on why i'm still going through with it. ayaya, i'm not gonna lie. it's hard &i'm definitely struggling. i jst need to breathe ...

&for the record,
i love you j.
more than anything♥

i really, really hope you believe me...