tonight

couldn't have possibly ended in a better wayyy <3 well, maybe yeah .. haha, but i'll get into that later.

had my 9am. nap. 12pm. thennn, off to the goleta train station with wendaay! they're doing some work on the northbound train rail so it wasn't accessible from goleta to oxnard, so they provided us with a bus to oxnard. got to oxnard & switched to the train. arrived in burbank &got picked up by josh's mom, mel, &the sisterss, jessica&joyce<33! went to josh's volleyball game against alumni. i was torn! i didn't know who to cheer forrr! on one hand, i'm an alumni .. but on the other my behbeh is team captain of varsity! hahah i decided to remain neutral, even though his mom kept bugging me to cheer for varisty only -___- haha hmm, i couldn't really pay attention to the game cause joyce kept fidgeting &wanting to do math problems with me as well as play rock, paper, scissors. i didn't minddd, but i jst wished i could pay a little more attention to josh. but i must sayyy! the plays that i did actually get to watch, my behbeh sure does know how to block x) mmm! so yeahh, it went to 5matches .. &sadly josh's team lost :( but no worriesss, they got them league games which i know they'll win :) after the game, said hiii to all my lovelys<3 then walked josh's mom &sisters to their car. then me &josh went to go run an errand for his mom. went on a dateeeeee<3 then went to "our spottt" &mmmmm ;) then round2, whatttt?! then back to my house &mmmm ;) josh chit chatted with my dad for a bit then left around 1015.

so during our date, joshuaandrewmasmela was being a complete sweetheart<3 telling me how he was looking forward to my visit today. how much he missed me .. especially at night when he cant hold anyone :) &little personal stuff, which made me tear :') &that's why this night was jst the best<3 the thing that would've been better is if we actually had our sleepover. by the time i told him that my parents didnt know i was home for the weekend, we were wellll into the valley &it was too late to turn back to his dads. oh well! lets jst let these 2weeks pass &we'll have our sleeeeepover<3

i currently have intense separation anxiety :(, even though i JST saw him ahaha. &it doesnt help that he's telling me how much he misses me &wishes i was right next to him in bed. GAHHH :( but he agreed to go to my family party tomorrow, so yay :D

2weeeeeks pass by supaaa fast, please please pleaseeeee<3333

g<3