if only ..

you knew what i know. maybe it would be easier to jst get onnnn with it .. ;/


reality checkkkk;
with spring break winding down, i've done a tonnnn of realizing. spring quarter at UCSB is starting this monday &i really needa get my shit together. i'm balancing NINETEEN units this quarter, &since i already struggle with a measly TWELVE, i really gotta get this under my belt. 5classes is pretty intimidating, but it really is do-able, i jst gotta FOCUS biiiiig time.

i got my grades from last quarter .. brett actually passed me for asian american :) THANK YOUUU<3 got that A in sociology, told yaaaa ;) &i'm pretty disappointed with my B- in women's studies :( fcking UGH, i always half-assed my papers cause i was too sleepy to write them. WOWWWW, i jst need to learn to suck it UP .. i can always sleeeep later. lol shitttt, i know i could've done so much better :( BLEHHH, that's why i gotta focus this quarter. more classes, more units, more work. it'll be tough, but yeahhh!

motivaaaaaate me! :)
oh. &everyone needs to shut the hell up lol. i'll update later on spring break, i promise. shitttt :)