:) :) :)

"you look beautiful today behbeh..."

mmmm! :) i'm still SO surprised about today, didn't expect it oneeee bit! josh at my doorstep at 750am, expecting to go to church with me &my family, but my family wasn't awake? haha! so it was jst us two &we went to my church<3 we were kindaaa late, but no biggie. him being the little simp he is, holding my hand during the readings. the fck?! haha! it was cute. he hasn't been to church in a longgg time so i had to guide him in what to do when receiving communion, freakin cutie :) prayed together, then mass ended around 9. headed back to my houseeee. chilled in my room &mmmmm ;) so we were jst laying there cuddling &he started singing "beautiful as you" to me :) thennnn, he sang "no one else comes close", i started tearing, oh gosh. haha but it was sooo adorable<333 squeezed in a quick mmm session :) then he had to goo at 10 to go shopping with his family at camarillo outlets ;( it was sooo effing hard for us to say bye to each other, we were seriously jst leaning against his car hugging for a good 5mins .. ahhhhh ;/ but we manned up &were able to let go hahaa!

"i love you behbeh, like alotalot .. don't go back, please .."
those words broke me ;( but i'll be back sooner than you knowww<3